I need help.

I was in love once, and then he just had to act so stupid.  I gave him everything i had, and tryed to do everything right. I never got mad, i let him do what he wanted. I really believed we were something special, then things started changing. It all got so bad but i still tryed as hard as i could. He told me the sweetest things an really made me beleive he cared. I fell madly in love with him and gave up my world for him. Everything in my life was about him. Then he broke me. Into peices and im crushed all over, and i feel i will never recover. It hurts really bad and i have no clue anymore on what to do. I need some help advice, and not advice saying oh he didnt deserve you, and he wsnt worth it. Or you can do better. People tryed it it dont work. I dont have no idea on anything and im completely lost. I feel worthless. And i need some hel if your out there please help me. Anyone?